I need to remember to ask my buddy to get me into Black Flag for free in August. Fucking Gregg and Chavo are gonna be there. Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Reminder to self:
Cut out dairy and meats. Eat more vegetables, fruits, nuts and starch. Lay off the poultry, explore seafood as alternative protein. Exercise like a MOTHERFUCKER.
It’s weird. I wonder when I’m going to meet the man I’m going to spend the rest of my life with, or if I’ve already met him and just don’t know it yet. If we’re going to have children, or adopt, or not be parents at all. Where we would live and what our jobs would be. How happy we would be. It’s such a strange thing to think about; someone staying, being with and loving you until you die. I’m scared that maybe none of that will happen and I will be alone. And I’m scared that it will happen because it would be such an incredible change.
I wonder how much time I’ve spent thinking about you since we met. I wonder how many hours of sleep I’ve lost because you won’t leave my mind. I wonder if you lay awake at night thinking about me. I wonder if you look out windows and daydream about us, like I do.
I wonder if you’re lame like me.
You’re everything I want, except mine.